She meows.

it has been so long since i have puddle of tears right in front of me and they are still rowling down my cheek.I REALLY HATE THAT. pls stop checking on me. what the fuck u want from me? i'm tired and exchausted after all my schools, trainings and works. The nonsence u gave me at the end of the day pissed me off. When can i have my say after so many years? Believe it anot, I don't even have the pride and status in my life anymore. You still don't know what i want. ALL THESE THINGS ARE TORTOURING ME but i still have to look strong.