Holidays dont seem to be a holiday to me after all. Instead of enjoying myself, i am working almost every single day. Well its good because i get extra money to throw around but I am not sure how to lead my life the way i want it to be because i dont seem to enjoy it. Things that i am suppose to do arent moving for instance 1.GYMING 2.SLEEPING 3. OUTING 4. RELAXING 5.GAMES and the list goes on. I need to plan my things.It seems that i am a failure! I cant manage my time well.
Love is not around to sayang me and i feel so lonely and sad. Once again today, its a bad day for me Someone at work made me so angry that i literally wanted to punch his face so bloody freaking damaging hard because he cant behave and control himself. God damit that he cant keep his f mouth shut for once. Very annoying that it pissed me off like really bad i guess. I hope his parents or someone will teach him man....really....i really do..... oh well what has happen cant be helped.
I just need a room to breath i guess. Im like drowning badly that i get provoked easily. its really bad.ahahahaha
JEREAN LOH SHUZHEN! hurry come back... i dont want you to leave me alone for this long.
Very stressful and i cant manage myself. All i do is look at the picture you gave me in my wallet. everynight i pray that you will be safe and sound, think of isqueeze ahahahaha im joking about i squeeze, and i miss you and your smell !!!!! come back. faster come back!
I really love you,
hadi boy kuku neh neh nathan.
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